r o a d b l o c k s

are frustrating

when you are

impatient

gold canvas

and nothing else

feeling like my

creativity

has to please someone else

that's a huge speedbump

and that's not what i want to be

[inadaquacy....

not enough.

dead end.]

maybe i need to try

another road....

and stop using

analogies

i think

sometimes

inspiration

leaves...

i'm sure many artists

disagree.

maybe not.

but i realized today

that

you can not

MAKE inspiration

otherwise

it's just another

manufactured

fallacy.

i have to be

patient.

so for the time being....

a lesson learned

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