tests and trials
i've learned over the past little while that we all have limits.
and all our limits are different.
mine seem to play a larger part in my life than i wish for them to.
like hospitals.
ever since my "dad incident" i can not do hospitals.
i just can't.
but with God's help and a little support from my best friend ry,
i did it.
i usually freak in hospitals.
especially those stuffy elevators.
but last night for about 19 minutes i was ok.
sick huh?
well i'm right now working on getting over all this anxiety and panic attacks so i can actually live my life.
but those limits are a debilitating thing.
i praise God that i have an unbelievable husband to help me though.
along with an amazingly supportive family and group of friends.
to all of you who thought i was confident in myself......
i am.
i'm working on getting there right now.
it's just one of those rocky hills i have to conquer.
i'm getting my flag ready.